Mood on Maid

Rei finally could place the ring through the pole! But after that she lost interest. She prefers to play with her fruit toys.
Today I'm proud of myself for pushing to finish assembling the interior of my castle even though I didn't feel like it 
(hopefully tomorrow it will be done) (oh this was without the dining hall furniture.)

Rei took a longer than usual second nap. She slept close to 6pm and I decided to wake her up after 8pm. Tried to touch her to wake up but she was just so drugged. So I just continued watching my netflix but with sound turned on. So slowly she woke up 

The Netflix show im watching is seriously making me feel down. It's called "Maid" and it's about this young mom of a daughter who are desperate for money and a place to stay after leaving her boyfriend who emotionally abused her and also starting to show tendency for physical abuse after drinking. I can feel her desperation especially I have a young daughter myself and also I feel like I'm homeless as im just staying at parents place. So this.... Affected my mood! I think this might be the first time a show could send me spiralling down into "depression". No wonder sometimes there's a disclaimer at the beginning of movies. This one does.

Anyway, tonight, my parents had a hard time opening this big bottle of wine that's gifted to us during our house warming party some 13 years ago!

I think we took close to 1 hour to open haha. Finally dad managed to uncork after some strategy.
(look at his face)
Unfortunately, as it's been an old merlot, the wine has turned. The smell was ok but the taste was off. The colour has also turned brownish red. So ..... We didn't drink in the end.
i love that Rei would go close to me to sleep. She needs to feel she is against somebody to sleep.


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