Fights

This morning mum and I fought again. She said so many hurtful lies. I was angry so I defended back. After that we had silent war till late afternoon. Now okay already but still I'm wary at talking to her. 

I posted the video sponsored by Know Me today. Now I can move on to make my Squid Game miniature. But I'm still at a loss on how to make the stairs. Shall figure out soon.

Rei had a great time eating papaya for dinner. Dinner was pretty messy but luckily I placed the cloth bib under her silicon bib. So it was easy to clean. 

Everytime Rei tries to sleep, she would shake her head from side to side very fast. So cute. 

Yesterday night I had a dream of my ex crush back when I was in form 1. He was my teacher whom we had exchange of letters even after he left. I stopped replying him after his last Christmas card, probably got distracted with life. Somehow in my dream, we got connected and there was this possibility that we liked each other. I wonder what might happen if I had continued this friendship. Would it be something more? I don't know. Maybe not. But it has been some time I have this feeling of excitement and I feel sad because I think I had this dream due to lack of with Yang.


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