Nightmare

Yesterday night I had a nightmare. I dreamt that Yang went out to celebrate his ex-date, Stephanie's birthday at a theme park together with Denny and one couple. I was so mad and sad because he hid it from me and only told me after he went. I felt so so betrayed. And so I told him I want a divorce. And I took Rei with me, put her in the car seat and drove out at night with no real direction. I guess I just wanted to make a statement. To show the severity of this.

Today Rei called me more than usual. She kept saying Mami and Mamiak. xD. I feel honoured! 

She slept 12 hours straight and then took another 3 hours nap in one session! Probably too tired from yesterday outing.

We had sashimi today. However, this time it's not as nice. The fish had not much taste. Anyway Rei was so messy today eating the oily fish. When she started rubbing her eyes she got more uncomfortable and then she pooped. So we had to give her a quick bath. Yang soaped her out while I sprayed her body. One of those days. It was quite embarrassing for me because grandparents seeing and thinking my choice for Rei to do baby led weaning is a mistake. I wanted to tell them that the reason of BLW is to reduce picky eating through the exposure of different textures of food. But I didn't because I couldn't find the words the other day to tell. And now I regret not speaking out. 

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